Aside from the usual routine tasks of, wake up, freelance, eat, study, sleep, repeat next day, most of this week has been spent on preparing for next week’s competition.
I hope to do well. We shall see how it goes.
Will I be disappointed if I don’t achieve my goals. Yeah, sure. But such is life. I’ll try not to beat myself up too hard and just try to keep looking forward. There are more chances for sure.
Anyways, here’s some tidbit of tiny wisdom before I close this off.
You feeling anxious because you have absolutely no clue what the heck you’re doing with your life?
Well, not to worry. Take comfort in the fact that you are not alone. Quite literally everyone else is the same. Some are just handling it better than others.
The general consensus to solving that uneasy feeling of unknowingness when venturing out into new territory is to just keep at it.
The people who are able to handle it better were once in their life where you are right now. But a very important reason why they’re slightly better off now is because they realized that what they’re doing is worth something and when the going got hard (which you should expect to happen btw, prepare for it), they stuck around.
That’s it. It’s pretty simple noh.
So, just do it pls
— Shia, 20XX